A Woman's Nobility

I am beautiful. I am bountiful. I am blissful. My strength, nobility, radiance and courage are in my 10th Body, the Radiant Body. If the key to balancing this is commitment and not cutting the hair, then I think I will finally reconcile to not cutting my hair. If I want to move past this pain I must also allow my anger to dissipate, and the best way I know to do this is Sadhana AND for me more importantly ~ meditative recitation of the Siri Guru Granth Sahib. This also brings the 11th embodiment. It heals me.

Yogi Bhajan said: "A woman without reverence has no strength. You must demand reverence. It's your right. You must command reverence. Otherwise you will be exploited and misled. You'll be cheated. Your essence of life is an essential part of your happiness. The benefit is that your energy will be restored."

He also says: "Each of you could have the most radiant Tenth Body! If you do not breath properly, with only an upper, shallow breath, you can be raped ~ not only sexually, but socially, and personally."

The veil of Maya gives us the illusion of separateness from our Source. The densest levels of this separateness are experienced as the earthly elements: earth, water, fire, air and ether. These are the Five Tattvas, which correspond to the 1st through 5th chakras. The Tattvas each have projections and attachments. They cannot be got rid of...only channeled better.

The projection for the Apas Tattva (that associated with the 2nd chakra), is Kam, or Lust. Yogi Bhajan says: "Instead of being lustful to exploit new bodies, a man can see in a woman, not an object of exploitation, but a mother or sister image to be respected. He can keep his dignity, keep his respect, and change his attitude from exploitation to service."

A woman retains the energetic imprints of any type of sexual encounter with a man for much longer than men do. We are just designed that way. I don't wish to have this imprint that I am carrying now, so I will likely do the special form of Kirtan Kriya. Respectful male companionship is all I will tolerate in the future. I need men in my life who know how to love with their hearts.
Until I find one of those I love and who loves me, no man will ever touch my private parts again. Now I am free to devote my thoughts to caring for those I love, and who need my prayers...