Day 2 of White Tantric:
My oh my, I like rocking the monitor, and arriving partnerless to just see who is there! I passed a few people, until a light just hovered over this business-like woman in square glasses. Her name was Teresa Gonzales. She and I spent the day doing all meditations with eyes open and gazing at each other. It was incredible! It was her first time, so I did not want to drop her gaze. Then I felt my eyes stop blinking, and everything around her became hazy, gauzy white. Then I could see her aura: green and gold beside her jaw, and pink above her crown with some violet streaks. I felt my own body's boundaries grow huge, and each time that happened she would cry. I could sense when that happened for her, because then I would cry.
We both were smiling at each other by the end! We talked and ate, and she asked about my family. I asked about hers. She said we both are healing mother wounds...ancestral karma...the mother lineage. I know there is a Mirabai Ceiba CD with a version of the Ardas Bhaee to heal ancestral wounds, but this was deeper. So beautiful! Teresa mentioned SatKirin's "La Mujer Nobles"/ The Noble Woman. That is who we are becoming. So much grace and love and respect is owed to women. Long past due.
...And Teresa was my mirror. I liked what I saw, even through the pain.
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